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i just think totk link should have been allowed to fully lose his arm at the end of the game instead of just getting his old one back or whatever
#i have a lot of opinions on that game and most of them are not positive#this is my biggest gripe#besides zelda's sacrifice feeling so weightless with the lack of consequences#the fact link couldnt just BE DISABLED and still be a hero makes me upset#idk i didnt even fight ganondorf#do not take this as “ohhhh nostalgia is blinding u just like the old games blah blah bla-”#no. i loved botw#so much#totk just... is disappointing for a million reasons.#i have been rewriting it in my head since it came out and have shared none of it with anyone
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October 1993 in Finland was a very good time
Because these two guys were born back then


#bla bla bla#käärijä#jere pöyhönen#joel hokka#blind channel#THERE'S LITERALLY 16 DAYS DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THEM#WHY DO I LOVE LIBRAS SO MUCH???😭#I'M EITHER ATTRACTED TO THEM OR JUST GET ALONG WITH THEM#THERE IS NOTHING IN BETWEEN
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hi!! Could you do a Deadpool x Reader, where Wade walks in on reader self h4rming? (It's completely okay if not! Do wtv makes you comfortable :D) Lots of comfort, and fluff please!!
not paper
deadpoolxgnreader

a/n : why of course I can sweetheart! <33 I'm totally comfortable with writting about this in case anyone wants to send in a req like this one
wc : 1.4k
S4LF H4RM TW! , SH DESCRIPTION , FLUFF COMFORT , PLATONIC! . soft!deadpool . post d&w!deadpool . r lives with deadpool and wolverine.

The feeling of being a stranger in your own body wasn't new to you. No, it was a recurring —excruciating— ache that settled deep within your bones, bones that didn't feel yours.
Ever since you had been sent to the void things had taken a darker turn. You were young, and now all of your dreams for life were long-gone and destroyed because of the desertic setting that you had been teleported to by the TVA.
You had stopped wondering why they had sent you here a very long time ago. Simply focused on surviving Cassandra and her strange smoke-y pet.
Or that was until two strangers, one Deadpool —another one— and one Wolverine had been teleported. You had found them in a blood-covered and distroyed Honda Oddyssey that looked way too similar to Nicepool's car.
Well, in summary, those two dudes had managed to get themselves and you out of that horrible cage for failed attempts at characters that nobody remembered anymore.
That was what your mind focused on most days. You had been sent to the void because nobody remembered you anymore, because nobody loved you enough for your departure to be significant, because you didn't raise the numbers, simply because you weren't important enough.
You sometimes wished you had been a teen idle. Would they have remembered you if you had gotten the prom queen title?
Wasn't youth supposed to be beautiful?
You were living with Wade, Logan and Mary Puppins in Blind Al's appartment. Had been living with them for a while, but it maybe was the first time you had been truly alone in here.
Blind Al had bingo night, Logan was off drinking in the bar down the street, and Wade was walking Dogpool. You were alone.
You didn't like the silence that had settled on the lived-in appartment. Didn't like how still everything was. How everything had it's place in the appartment yet it felt as if you were just a piece of a different puzzle kept in the same box.
You were very conscious of your heartbeat —feeling each thump against your ribs. You could feel the way it's rythmic started to sped up little by little for the longer you stayed in silence.
You recognised the dull feeling starting to claw low at your gut, creeping up until it got a grip of your stomach —almost making you feel queasy. Until it reached your heart.
And squeezed.
And with that you were back with the same energy buzzing low beneath your skin, with your brain slowly starting to whisper things —harmful things. In your ear.
You were sitting on the couch, facing the TV yet there was no show on. The screen as black as the void starting to grow within you.
Your eyes dipped low to the exposed skin of your legs, there were a few fading purple bruises on your skin —like accidental splatters of paint on an empty canvas. You had managed to pass them as accidental bumps against furniture, nobody had pondered if the hits had been pruposeful.
And at that you were suddenly on your feet, driven by an anxiety that didn't quite seem fitting or yours. As if something bad would happen if you didn't do as your brain was telling you to.
Nobody was home. It was okay. Nobody was home. Nobody would see. It would be okay.
Before you even knew what you were doing, processing what you were doing, your hand was around the handle of the kitchen uttilery drawer. You pulled, the clinking sound of metal from spoons and forks sounding distant —as if underwater.
Then, you were sitting on the floor, back against the kitchen table and knife in your hands. You traced the sharp blade against your skin, not quite cutting yet, the cold making gosebumps grow on your skin.
And then you sliced.
You could feel the stinging of your skin breaking under the blade, but you didn't care. It was a need to do it, you didn't even stop when the metallic scent of blood whafted into your nostrils, nor when the red started to taint your skin.
Your hands were shaking. You were shaking. Driven by an anxiety that wasn't quite real, feeling trapped in a body that wasn't quite yours, feeling the pain that didn't feel real enough.
You just stopped when you heard a startled gasp from behind you.
Just like that the knife —bloodstained. Was on the floor, the clinking sound echoing in the kitchen. Eyes wide and head snaping to see who it was at the door.
Being met with Wade standing there, still with his Deadpool suit on, staring right at you with the white in his mask's eyes wide.
The man saw the way your hand reached behind you, finding support on the cold floor, and he catched onto the clear signal that you were about to flee.
"hey—hey hey, no. None of that, no." his voice was firm, stern, acting in control even if he didn't have a fucking clue on what was going on. "oh god, does the writer want me to have a heart attack or something? gezz-"
He muttered some words under his breath as he quickly tugged off his red mask, walking over to where you were sitting and crouching right infront of you with a strained smile. Talking to you right now was going to be like talking to stray dog, right?
"okay, give me the knife, pumpkin', c'mon"
He stretched out his palm, making a grabing motion for visual, as he stared at you expectingly. You were far too confused and equally scared of his reaction to protest right now, so you simply reached for the bloody knife and placed it on his open palm with shaky hands. "alright, good, very good" he hummed.
Then, he was uncrouching for a small second to place the knife on top of the table before crouching down and this time actually sitting next to you on the floor.
"now, c'mere sweetums" he whispered before he opened his arms and pulled you into a hug. His gloved hand on the back of your head, fully enveloping you with his body.
When his warmth surrounded you, it was as if that stupid fog that had been clouding your mind all day —that numbness— had dissipated, and you felt yourself choking on a sob before starting to cry in his arms.
He held you all the way through, craddling you and whispering gentle praises in your ear. His voice was softer than usual, gentler, and without a single sexual innuendo.
It was odd for him to be like that. But it was also odd for you to have acted the way you did and that had worried him sick.
Your tears slowly dried up, sobs quieting down into soft sniffles, when you felt the warmth from his breath puffing against your forehead. It was a fleeting second, you looking up with your teary eyes and being met with his brown eyes, before he was pressing a gentle kiss to your forehead. 'The writter is so gonna have to make me a real ass in the next fanfic to compensate this' he thought to himself.
Once you had calmed down, he gently moved your face out of his chest. Hushing and sushing you when you let out a little distressed noise at the separation.
His hand settled for staying tangled in your hair, his thumb gently rubbing circles under your eye —wiping away the tears. Before he spoke.
"you calm now, cupcake?" he whispered, breathed out, softly. He didn't know what had driven you into self-harming so actively, but he wasn't about to trigger anything by speaking in a loud voice right now.
At your little nod and "uh-huh" he noded his head and sighed in relief before smacking another kiss on your forehead.
"alright babybird, up you go" he huffed out, voice straining in the last three words by the effort of picking you up into his arms. "we're gonna clean those boo-boos, yeah?"
When the little baby-voice he put on got a small chuckle out of you, he finally smiled for the first time since he had walked into the appartment to the tacky smell of blood.
"hey, kid"
"yeah?"
Once he had set you down in the bathroom, wet rag tenderly wiping away the blood in your raw and damaged skin, he dared to speak again.
"your skin's not paper, so let's not cut it, 'kay?

#softie's works#deadpool#deadpool x reader#deadpool x teen reader#platonic deadpool x reader#wade wilson#wade winston wilson#wade wilson x reader#wade wilson x fem reader#wade wilson x teen reader#platonic wade wilson x reader#platonic wade wilson#platonic wade winston wilson#platonic deadpool#wade winston wilson x reader#wade winston wilson x fem reader#wade wilson headcanons#wade wilson fic#wade wilson fanfic#wade wilson fanfiction#deadpool headcanons#wade wilson hcs#deadpool fic#deadpool comfort#wade wilson comfort#deadpool fanfiction#wade winston wilson fanfiction#wade winston wilson fic#wade winston wilson hcs#wade winston wilson headcanons
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My ship opinion/preference has changed since I joined this fandom and since s1 of jwct so I did a redo of the shipping chart by @mangosaurus
(kennly should be purple not blue now)
just for funnies
just me yapping about my ship opinions/opinions on things in general 🔻
Now I know theirs a lot of ships that people hate and I would just like to say I don’t “Hate” any ship even with the fuck no option up there meaning I would personally steer clear.
Now if the ship is actually incest then you need to stop immediately or if the age gap is really inappropriate like a minor x adult cough, cough Darius and Zayna (get off this earth you freaking creatur-)
kennly, back when I was watching jwcc before jwct came I hated kennly so badly. I would constantly talk about how the chemistry just wasn’t there and how it came out of nowhere, how Brooklynn should have been with Darius bla bla bla this and that and I’m happy to say I was wrong and blind at the time. The chemistry had been there the whole time you just had to look for it. The “they came out of nowhere” is not true. It was small but still there. I guess it just got me by surprise. I wasn’t the biggest fan of the fam to be in relationships besides yasammy that goes without saying.
In the end it’s all about opinions and that’s just mine. The only reason I’m thinking about this is because I recently had a talk with some of my friends about ships and jwct/cc ships. Some of them hate ships like benji and kennly (yasammy for a time) ect or love some under rated ships and when they tell me why, I totally get their opinions. Like I’m totally on that Yaz x Brooklynn train so hard now.
it’s funny how my opinions changed. Jwcc, I didn’t really ship anybody that much. I saw potential like yasammy and Yaz x Kenji. S2 of jwcc I knew yasammy was gonna be a thing and totally saw dinostar being end game then kennly came in like a bulldozer. Thought about benrius one time and never thought about it for the rest of jwcc… it’s okay I made up for it by thinking about it for the rest of my life now…anyways, once benji was implemented in my brain by my sister (she really likes benji) I kinda convinced myself it was also gonna be end game even if I didn’t see the liking of the ship or the ship in general at the time.
If you couldn’t tell now though my opinions on ships have changed just a bit now :D
#jwct#jurassic world chaos theory#Jwct ships#jurassic world camp cretaceous#jwcc#kenji kon#darius bowman#ben pincus#sammy gutierrez#brooklynn#yasmina fadoula#benrius#benji#yasammy#yazlynn#lab partners#brooklynn x handler#dinostar#Ect#chaos theory
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Insta as Nikolai's GF p.2

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Yn_theoneandonly : he took me on surprise holidays !!!!
Yosanurgirl : that's SO suspicious
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : he's going to murder me
↳ Golgot : WHAT? ME?? NEVER!!!
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : that's exactly what a murderer would say
↳ Golgot : I may have killed a few times but NEVER YOU MY LOVE
↳ Gintonic : just curious how many ?
↳ Golgot : around 80 I think ? maybe 90 or 100 I don't keep count
↳ Daze_i : Fyodorrrrrrr give me your moneyyyyyyy
↳ Fyofyo : Nikolai I hate you with so much passion
↳ Golgot : And what did i do this time ?
↳ Daze_i : we all bet on your kill count, I said you didn't know so I won! I love your incompetence
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : because YOU know your kill count ?
↳ Daze_i : not at all but it's not on mine we bet
↳ Yosanurgirl : not to be mean, actually yes, Fyodor you're no fool, in what world you thought Nikolai knew ?
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : that'll teach you to NOT bet on my boyfriend
↳ Fyofyo : boyfriend ??
↳ Yosanurgirl : your what now
↳ Daze_i : mannnn really
↳ Sig_ma : You took her up there to still be the boyfriend ?
↳ Golgot : SHUT UP I'M GATHERING COURAGE
↳ Yosanurgirl : well you better hurry the fuck up

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Golgot : admire the king and queen
Fyofyo : You talk a lot for someone who lacks courage. Where's the ring ?
↳ Golgot : SHUT UP I HAD TO BLOCK HER SO SHE DONT SEE THE COMMENTS
↳ Sig_ma : I've been hearing about this for WEEKS "bla bla bla how do I ask her to marry me gngngng"
↳ Golgot : calmmmmmm DOWN. Timing is an ART, you basic people can't understand that
Daze_i : @.Chu_uya I bet 7000 yens he never will
↳ Chu_uya : Give the child some time, may be a coward but a funny coward.
↳ Yosanurgirl : Guys stop. Some people like to take their time.... even if it's getting embarassing.
↳ Golgot : So everyone suddenly has a opinion on my private life, how about we talk about your OWN PERSONAL disasters ??
↳ Golgot : HAHA everyone is being real quiet
↳ Gintonic : just ask her to be your wife, let's end the nightmare for everyone

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Yn_theoneandonly : OMG GUYS GUYS HE FINALLY PROPOSE
Daze_i : NIKOLAI BOY I'M SO FUCKING ANGRY AT YOU BUT CONGRATS
↳ Chu_uya : Told you to stop betting
↳ Daze_i : yeah but I promise myself to never listen to you
Atsushiii : Congrats you two !!!!!!
Yosanurgirl : FINALLY FINALLY MY GIRL YOU'RE GETTING MARRIED, not my first choice and MY GOD it was long
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : you knew ?
↳ Gintonic : girl, EVERYBODY knew, when I say everybody it's EVERYBODY, I even overheard Boss talking about it with Fukuzawa
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : Fuck I'm so blind then
↳ Fyofyo : You are blind and he's an idiot, good duo
↳ Golgot : EH DON'T INSULT MY FIANCE
↳ Golgot : Oh I do love the sound of that word
↳ Golgot : Fiance
↳ Golgot : Fiance
↳ Sig_ma : We get it
Fyofyo : I've never seen a man taking so damn long, 2 MONTHS of you crying because you love her, you better promise to be happy now
↳ Golgot : gngngng are we even friends at this point ??
↳ Fyofyo : If we weren't friends, I would've already kill you for being so annoying
↳ Golgot : aww I love you too
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : excuse me ?
↳ Golgot : I LOVE YOU MORE BABE

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Yn_theoneandonly : one day you wake up and realize... you live with a menace for society but you love him, so it's okay
Yosanurgirl : that caption is literally every couple I know
↳ Chu_uya : Dazai is NOT a menace, he's a loser
↳ Gintonic : I'm surrounded by idiots
↳ Higucci : Something to say Chuuya
↳ Yosanurgirl : ...?
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : OH.MY.LORD I KNEW IT
↳ Daze_i : Oooooh Chuuya dearest you really think we're a couple ? Of course we can be if it please you little one, come hug your boyfriend
↳ Chu_uya : BACK OFF I DIDN'T READ CORRECTLY
↳ Daze_i : yeah whatever makes you feel better
Sig_ma : Don't get drunk, last time was a disaster
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : I still believe I've been reasonable
↳ Akutagawa : Getting off the firemen's emergency bar is reasonable for you ?
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : It was FUN
Golgot : I still can't believe we're engaged
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : I can't believe I was blind to the signs
↳ Golgot : Hehe I surprised you love
↳ Yn_theoneandonly : in the greatest way, future husband
Hey! It's been SO long since the last time I posted an Insta as, I hope you liked it !
with love <3
#bungou stray dogs#fanfic#fanfiction#request#bungou stray dogs dazai#bungo stray dogs#bungoustraydogs#nikolai x reader#nikolai gogol#bsd nikolai#fyodor bsd#fyodor dostoevsky#bsd fyodor#fyodor dostoyevsky bsd#bungou stray dogs fyodor#dazai bsd#bsd chuuya#chuuya#chuuya nakahara#bsd dazai#dazai osamu#bsd skk#skk#insta as#fake social media
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i don’t like that edolas didn’t have a lasting effect on Carla. i do believe that it was a bit lazy of mashima to bring her back to her snarky bitchy attitude after all she’d gone through. still, that doesn’t mean i hate Carla.
hence why i’m going to twist this in her favour. but it's going to be long so here's a break:

first a rundown on her lore: she falls into Wendy’s hands, gets plenty of visions that plant the traitor-seed into her head, and she believes that’s she’s leading this small child (though older than herself) into a certain death. life goes on and Carla, still a baby herself, takes it on herself to care for Wendy to the best of her abilities. She has to play this double role — a girl’s best friend, a girl’s protection, and the secret role where she’s on a mission to betray the girl she’s had to hold so close. this is her life for years. she starts to love this girl — perhaps she always has? but no matter, she loves her. they're sisters! through thick and thin.
and then bla bla Mystogan bla bla Jellal and octopus machine or whatever, bla bla bye cait shelter and hi fairy tail. she feels uneasy about this wave of hope fairy tail brings into Wendy, because in her eyes there is no hope. Carla will eventually have to lead her into death, and she's carrying the guilt of Judas constantly. always knowing she'll soon betray the one she cares for the most. but Wendy has a "false" sense of security and there's nothing Carla can do to stop it without revealing her true nature.
then the time comes: edolas and the betrayal and everything Carla has lived her life fretting. and what makes matters worse is that she thinks she's found someone in her same situation — Happy with his designated dragon slayer. but this guy is stupid, naive, ignorant, and far too loyal to his human, and Carla's terrified that he'll jeopardize the operation. she doesn't know what will happen if they fail at this mission — she's under anonymous orders.
then it turns out that everything was a lie. not a lie perhaps, because no one did the lying, other than herself. she gets told that she's the only daughter of the queen (woah, info-dump) and hence gets visions of the future. but poor young baby kitten Carla didn't know this so she made up the mission to make sense of her life: why she was an alone talking, flying cat on earth, when she had clear "memories" of an entire population of exceeds. and the "cowardly" Happy was just a guy who wasn't blinded by visions, and was the one who ultimately stood up for Carla when her life was crashing down around her.
anyways, she later goes on to get a little bit nicer, though she ultimately ends up being pretty much identical to pre-edolas Carla. and here's where i'm struggling to hate her, even if i would in any other context.
it all boils down to the major identity crisis she had after edolas. it's not shown clearly on the screen, but let's face the facts: she definitely had one. her entire life she thought her surroundings were calculated and sinister, so she grew thick and stern so she wouldn't let trivial matters break her. in a normal context, this reads as bitchy. bitchy, snarky, dismissive, authoritarian. we don't like people who act like this. no one does, it's unpleasant. but Wendy saw Carla's softness and her loving heart, so she grew to understand Carla. She was protecting herself — from what, Wendy didn't know, but it didn't matter. their love raised above the thorns.
still, that doesn't mean that Carla was any less unpleasant. but this was all she knew how to be. her entire life she built walls around her, and when edolas tore them down, ruins were what she built her new personality around. she could have made a complete change — scrap the old blueprints and make something more pleasant out of her personality. but she looked at the people she'd hurt, assessed the depth of their wounds, and realised that her suddenly becoming someone new wouldn't fix the harm. so, i think Carla fell into old patterns. she might not be nice, but she was familiar with this — it was comfortable.
that's not to say there aren't adjustments in her "new" identity — she did allow doors and windows and small means that made it possible for people to nudge their way inside of her walls. she lets herself admire Happy when he's kind and determined and true. she opens up to Wendy and takes time to care about her without fearing that she's making her soft. there are moments when Carla can allow to show her growth.
but that doesn't erase her past.
she'll always struggle with imposter syndrome, she'll always be reminded of the time she would scold Wendy for crying instead of consoling her. and i don't think she'll ever be able to forgive herself. she'll think she can't afford self-forgiveness, but i have hope that she'll slowly tear down her protective walls as she realises that others forgiveness matters more. she holds herself accountable perfectly well, but she'll learn not to devalue other people's forgiveness. and i think that would make her become an amazing person.
anyways long rant over, i love her and she's cruel, and i think Billy Joel says it the best:
She is frequently kind and she's suddenly cruel But she can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree And the most she will do is throw shadows at you But she's always a woman to me
— Billy Joel, "She's always a woman"
#carla the exceed#carla the cat#exceeds#fairy tail#team natsu#happy the exceed#wendy marvell#mystogan#jellal fernandes#character study#meta post#fairy tail analysis#fairy tail meta#character analysis#edolas#fairy tail carla#carla fairy tail
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Soo today I made the terrible mistake to look for hotd art on pinterest, and came across a... particular comment that genuinely led me to question my faith in humanity.

Oh boy
Where do I even begin with this?
I thought team black was at least cool with Hel cause she's literally the most innocent character in the show (except for the kids obviously) but apparently some blacks have beef with her too now.
Cool, just great.
Haelena had the opportunity to go with her kids to Nyra.
I'm sorry but why? Why would she want to betray her family, her actual family? Rhaenyra never gave a flying fuck about her growing up, they have never even talked on screen! Why, why would she dump her siblings and her parents to join the cause of the woman who's side wants the people she loves killed? It makes no sense whatsoever. The blacks really don't understand that not everyone on Planetos loves Nyra like them and it shows.
Also if she really tried to betray her family for Nyra, I think Aegon, Ali and Aemond would have noticed Dreamfyre leaving King's Landing to go to Dragonstone and would have gone after her on Sunfyre and Vhagar.
And even if she somehow made it there, what do you think was going to happen? Rhaenyra was just going to welcome them with open arms as if she wasn't married to her "usurper"?
Best case scenario Nyra pretends to welcome them in and then Daemon sends his men to strangle Jaehaerys and Maelor as they sleep to get rid of Aegon's possible heirs.
I mean hell in the books Rhae put a fucking bounty on her 2 year old nephew's head that lead to his brutal death and they think she would just allow them to switch sides? Man these people really do not know how the game of thrones works.
She wanted to be queen
When? When has it ever been stated that Hel wants to be queen? When did we ever get a dialogue where she talked about how she couldn't wait for Aegon to inherit so she could replace her mom as queen?
Never
Haelena spends most of her time on screen making prophecies of the future, playing with bugs and dancing with Jace, when has her ambition for the crown been portrayed?
When have we seen any hint of her desire for power? Wtf
We're all dumb and sick bla bla...
Honestly after all this trash I've had to debunk being called names doesn't even phase me lmao. Go ahead, insulting others is always your last resort when you don't know how to admit that you're wrong.
We are blinded by the outside beauty of the characters and don't pay attention to who they really are
Ohhh the sweet sweet irony of this statement .
Team broccoli doesn't acknowledge their rapist usurper, their war criminal prince and their whore queen Alicunt! They're so nasty!
But Isn't Daemon suuper hot? God he is such an obedient malewife, Rhaenyra couldn't have chosen better! He's not a pedo guys I swear, the young silver haired virgins' ages were never confirmed, maybe they were at least eighteen! And he totally didn't pursue Nettles sexually, she was most likely his daughter!
What a joke
#house of the dragon#hotd#anti team black#pro team green#pro alicent hightower#alicent hightower#aegon ii targaryen#aemond targaryen#rhaenyra targaryen#anti daemon targaryen#anti team black stans#haelena targaryen#jaehaerys targaryen#jaehaera targaryen#maelor targaryen#god these people's hypocrisy will never not be sad
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࿔*: - DREAMS INTO REALITY


john price ⸝⸝ navigation ୨୧ tags : fluff
୨୧ 𝘴𝘺𝘯𝘰𝘱𝘴𝘪𝘴 : your friends set you up on a blind date.... the blind date being your captain!
It would be fun they said. He's a good guy they said. Your friends had stated they had set you up on a blind date. Some guy your friend knows, apparently he's been liking this girl but he doesn't like him back bla bla bla. Some shite your friends talk. It all mushes together sometimes - the things spewing out of their mouths.
So here you are sitting patiently at your table. Table 11 is where your friends have told you to wait. Swooning your eyes around, flirting with the idea of just getting up and leaving, so fucking worried about who was going to walk through those doors and sit by you. You bet your friends had set you up with some absolute freaks. Your foot slammed against the floor as you looked through the menu for the restaurant. Your eyes swiping through the options - trying your hardest to distract yourself from who was gunna be your date.
Your foot taps against the hard floor as you hear the door fling open. Questions grow around your mind - pushing your thoughts and ideas together into a tight squish. A kind yet familiar voice, deep and loving almost, sounds from the entrance of the restaurant. You can slightly hear his words through his loud accent. '11' was a word he blurted out. Fuck he was your date. Eyes swatting to one side of the room to his almost blurred face to look back at your hands.
Soon, the sound of the same mystery man could be heard just across your table. "Hey, I guess you're my..." he trails off. You take a glance up to see it's your fucking captain. Captain Price was standing across your table - supposedly being your blind date. "Y/N? Are you uh the right person?”
You nod slightly in confirmation, feeling a bit confused and overwhelmed as Price sits opposite you. Your eyes rake over his shirt, large biseps poking out and a chised pecs beaming through his shirt. He slowly shuffles around in his chair, settling into a comfortable position as you retort, "I'm guessing."
While he takes the menu to scroll his eyes through it to pick out a meal, you take a chance to check him out - out of the uniform which is the only sight you have seen him in. You could tell he had tried to look nice - and ofc he did look nice. The man was wearing a crisp white linen shirt with two unbuttoned buttons at the top, and also had on a brown blazer that was draped over his broad shoulders. He paired the look with crisp black trousers that fit him perfectly, showing off his muscular legs.
The waiter scoots over as Price looks up at you and smiles sweetly, a genuine silly smile. The one he makes quite often that always makes you feel mushy and giggly inside. "I'll have the hm.. steak please." he kindly says to the waiter then looks over to you for your answer. After ordering your meal you and Price start to chit chat.
"so price-"
"john."
"john?"
"Yeh, call me John. Not price."
Awe how cute, well not really but it was odd calling your captain, who is on a date with you, his real name. John Price - it kinda like rings off your tongue. It fits him. Ofc it felt weird calling your date his last name but he was your boss so what were you meant to do? This was a confusing time. He didn't seem to mind, and you felt weird calling him anything else.
"so john," you slightly giggle at the voice you had just said his name in - as if john wasn't his real name. John chuckles at how daft you were and just happily glazes at you with his stupid grin plastered along his face, "was told you like some lass? " John blushes and looks away, trying to mask his embarrassment. You smile and chuckle again, knowing he's hiding something. "Maddy told you?" nodding and giggleing at his embarrassment he scoffs slightly. As if mocking you - you can clearly see him fiddling with his hands above the table, obviously nervous and keeping something from you.
"well, I do, Maddy told me she would set me up to get over it." now you are wondering.. who is this lucky girl? Who is the girl who made price like them that much? It wouldn't be a very good first date if you chatted about who his secret little crush was the whole time so you decided to leave it.
"how's your steak?” you question as he tucks into his food while you do the same. The food was delicious but not as tasty as the sight in front of you - your captain in civilian clothes which highlights his juicy muscles as he chomps on his food. God he was kinda hot - you never really noticed him being this attractive. You had always seen him more as a serious father-boss figure, never as attractive, fit or anything around that!
Price starts telling you things he wouldn't really share, like his hobbies, family and past life as you do the same. This date was comforting. It was just plain sweet. It seems like Price really took an interest in you, well he did at work but it was almost like he was in love with you right now and right here.
After a while the date goes nice, the chemistry goes good and he invites you over to his place. Tasting his lips as he carefully pushes you to the sofa, getting on top of you and towering above your tiny body while he groans into your lips. It was like he was dreaming of this moment with the planned out moves and the small relief groans he murmured into your mouth as he gets rougher with his kisses. The kiss seemed scheduled as if he had thought about this multiple times before so you just had to ask.
In between the smoches you could finally breathe out ,” how..” you get cut off with another breathless kiss, smothering your words with his kisses. “how long have you been dreaming of this..” whispering and pushing John slightly off of you to be able to catch your breath.
"Too fucking long doll.”
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What do you think about the "he... wants me to be someone that I'm not" (S2E3, flashback in Darius cabin)? Here we see how Brooklynn ties her interests, work and identity and how she connects it to why she and Kenji breakup.
Also the "I don't like the way people looked at me back home" (S2E5, when Sayona was painting Brooklynn).
I really want to see how you, a Kenlynn shiper, see it
Well, she's wrong 🤷♀️
We know she's wrong, and that she's in the wrong. We know that Kenji didn't "want her to be someone else", all he wanted was to spend time with his lover, lover who started neglecting everything in her life that didn't relate to her work, including their relationship.
He had no problem with who Brooklynn was when she was present, the problem was that she was NEVER present.
So why would Brooklynn say that? Because that's the only reasoning Brooklynn was able to come up with to explain why he'd break up with her.
Brooklynn, in this moment, is so deep into her investigation, is so blind to how unhealthy her relationship to her work has grown that she's physically incapable of making sense of the reason why Kenji broke up with her, so she tries to rationalize it, and this is the only explanation she's able to come up with.
We even have the confirmation of this in the dialogue when she tells Darius "I've been a LITTLE distracted with work". I've seen a lot of people come at her for lying to make Kenji seem like the bad guy in the relationship, but that's not at all what she's doing 😭. What's happening is that she's so disconnected from her life and from reality that she truly believes that she was only a little distracted. And since to her, in her broker-obsessed mind, the cause of their break-up didn't exist since she was only a little distracted, then Kenji had no reason to break up with her, unless he didn't really love her.
One thing that I think is important to understand is that the show isn't trying to frame pre-fake-death-Brooklynn as being misunderstood but, on the contrary, as being the one who doesn't understand sh*t and is wrong about everything, and this scene is simply one of the many instances when it's shown to us.
This was one of the many instances when we were shown just how much she was in denial.
And so, because I think it needs to be adressed, Kenji's problem wasn't that Brooklynn's work was of great importance to her. She had always been like this, even back in cc, he fell in love with that part of her. It's not some mysogistic thing where the dude can't accept that his partner is career-driven. The problem was that there was a clear shift in her behavior after she discovered Dark Jurassic, a shift that, as I touched upon in on of my posts, was everything but a natural evolution of her character because she closed herself off to everyone. The lesson is not that she can't be passionate about her work, the lesson is that there need to be a healthy balance between her work and her life, a balance that completely got off the rails when she got on Dark Jurassic, and we got to see the consequences of that balance being thrown off: Kenji broke up with her because she was in denial, Darius didn't show up because it hadn't even crossed her mind that his fiasco of a confession could affect their relationship and their plan to meet up, and finally her arm got eaten because she had gone about everything the wrong way, thus ending up alone and traumatized.
I totally got off topic, but consider the first few paragraphs my reply, the rest in bonus, as per usual 🤣
Oh, and of course, narratively speaking she also said that to allow our dear Darius to bounce back on what she said, leading to the infamous confession. It was because she said that that he started rambling on about how he couldn't fathom wanting her to be someone else because she was so perfect, bla bla, the rest is history. So it's also partly there as a set up to allow for Darius' character to accidentally confess in the most awful way I might say 😂.
And about the second question I'm not sure I understand what you're asking me, sorry 😭 Is it about Kenlynn or simply Brooklynn ? Because Kenji's not in that scene. I don't think you're asking me what Brooklynn meant because I think it's pretty easy to get that people look a certain way at people who look different, even if they don't mean to, and that it's bound to hurt.
#camp cretaceous#jwcc#chaos theory#jwct#brooklynn#kenji kon#sammy gutierrez#yasmina fadoula#darius bowman#ben pincus
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Do you have an explanation for why Sakura fans can only give points to their fav by bringing down other characters? They're always trashing other characters in an attempt to make Sakura look flawless. I've seen lots of stupid whispers on Pinterest (I advise to stay away from that app as it's dominated by Skuratards and Sasusakutards) I'll give you examples of what I've seen :
1. I swear I've seen them trying to convince this fandom to acknowledge Naruto as the real annoying character of the series. (it must really hurt to have a fav who's constantly called annoying inside and outside of the manga lol)
2. Naruto gets hate for acting like a perv, the beating he gets is justified in their book, but when Sakura says she wanna see Sasuke peeing they suddently turn blind and deaf. (I know it's some kind of japaneese humour but I could never find that shit funny. If the genders were switched and the guy hits the girl we all know no one is gonna laugh at that)
3. Sakura fans who double as Sasusaku haters always blame Sasuke for the terrible writing of that ship. He is called abusive, he's a violent guy, he's an absent father, Sakura deserves better, Sakura is a closted lesbian who should've been with Ino or Hinata, bla bla bla.... (as if it's all not the consequences of her own actions)
4. Hinata... where do I even begin? I'm sure we've all seen Sakura fans desperately trying to pass the 'useless' title to Hinata. No to mention criticizing her for simping over Naruto as if 90% of Sakura's character didn't revolve around Sasuke. BOTH were simps! Yes Sakura did other stuff but she STILL was a simp! And calling her a simp is STILL a fact and one of her biggest flaws!!
5. The 'terrible freind' title. Sasuke gets hate for leaving the village and breaking poor Naruto and Sakura's hearts, but when Sakura ends her freindship with Ino for no damn good reason it's absolutely fine. Her fans love to claim that she did it to grow and become independant wich is really hilarious btw, since when do freinds get in the way of growing and finding one's true self? Lmfao
6. Karin. I've seen A LOT of Sakura fans hating on Karin and trying to pass the 'obssessive' and 'simp' titles to her. Okay, Karin is a freak alright, but again, Sakura has the SAME flaws! She too was obssessed with Sasuke and wouldn't take a no for an answer. Some of them want Karin to become the most hated female in the series so bad it's pathetic. Karin has a deep respect for Sakura and said that she considers her a close freind, and she's still grateful for when Sakura saved her life that day, she also accepted Sasusaku and even helped Sakura safely give bith to Sarada. I thought Sakura fans would really like Karin after all that developpment but nope, I was wrong. They keep spreading the "normalize hating this disgusting mf" everywhere.
7. "Naruto cries too". Now I don't see anything wrong with crying but Naruto always had valid reasons for doing it. Sakura on the other hand cried the most in the series when she had one of the best lives out of the whole cast.
8. "Sakura is hated more than the actual villains of the show." So now we should hate Pain, Madara, Obito, Itachi, Kaguya, ect... and love Sakura just because she wasn't a criminal? Most of the bad guys in series, if not all, were complex and written very beautifully compared to Sakura who's just a boring medic who likes to punch the ground from time to time. How did her existense exactly affect the plot or entertain the viewers? To this day I fail to see what was so interesting about her. She had no story, no backstory, no depth, no philosophy, no arc, no plot twist, no nothing! She just did her job and healed people, why in the world should I be hyping that up?
There are two reasons, in my opinion:
The unreasonable hate she gets from the fandom.
The ship wars.
What Sakura gets isn't criticism. There is criticism too, but a lot of what she gets is mindless hate and being called "useless", when that's not true at all. And if the fandom did care about uselessness it wouldn't be going dewy eyed over Hinata, whose only personality is doing "N- Naruto kun 🥺🥺👉👈" throughout the series. But she doesn't get the same treatment.
So, many of Sakura fans want to get back at the other fans and their favorite characters by showing how she isn't as bad. And many people are just childish and stupid, and don't actually care because they aren't going to have any consequences. So, they abuse this anonymity internet provides them.
The second one is obviously because of the ship wars. SS are canon, and a lot of people dislike the ship for the right reasons. I personally feel shippers don't care for logic or reason as long as they can justify their ship.
If anyone threatens their ship, they become defensive and aggressive towards them. Characters like Karin are seen as a threat to SS (imo). Hinata is probably hated because she is a bland character but still gets a pass while Sakura gets hate.
All of it is stupid, because you see this toxicity only if you're not a part of the ship wars. You'll find all the fanbases hypocritical, some more than the others.
I absolutely agree with you on the "Villains get love and Sakura gets hate" though, because I don't love those villains because I agree with their morals, but because they are interesting to watch. They add things to the story. Something Sakura doesn't do at all.
I would personally love to watch things featuring Madara or Pain than Sakura.
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I can't believe I'm watching you slowly fall for Solas in real time, I never thought this would happen.... excellent.
It's really funny to me cause I used to not find him attractive AT ALL in terms of visual looks (I still think he looks rather unattractive in DAI, but love is blind etc etc bla bla bla). But he's a very compelling character to me, and when you add the romance on top... it's just too juicy lmao
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hi its clown
we would love to
invite you to BLA
Bloodline Academy~
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Bloodline Academy, an esteemed bastion of privilege and heritage, stands as the epitome of elite education, attracting the scions of the world's wealthiest dynasties. Nestled amidst sprawling manicured lawns and opulent architecture, the institution exudes an aura of refinement and superiority. The admission fee is exorbitantly high, serving as a barrier that only the most affluent can surmount, ensuring that the halls echo with the laughter and whispers of the privileged few. The connections woven into the very fabric of the Academy stretch deep into the realms of royalty and influential figures, setting a daunting stage for any who enter its gates.
On the surface, Bloodline Academy boasts a legacy of nurturing prodigious talents and unparalleled intellects—a breeding ground for future leaders and innovators. Yet, as with the most intricate tapestries, the true picture often lies obscured behind a layer of deceptive beauty. Beneath the gleaming facade lurks a darker reality, where those not born into wealth are relegated to a life of servitude. Names and titles reign supreme, dictating social hierarchy and personal worth within the Academy's storied walls.
Recently, in a bid to soften its image, Bloodline Academy has announced the introduction of "scholarships" to offer a glimmer of hope to students hailing from less fortunate backgrounds. However, this initiative is little more than a thinly veiled scheme that transforms these scholarship recipients into 'house pets' for the elite. The female house pets, referred to as 'mittens,' and their male counterparts, 'fido,' are assigned menial tasks—performing duties such as cleaning, cooking, and attending to the whims of their wealthy peers.
The stark dynamics between the privileged and the subjugated become painfully evident, as the noble students relish their power and the Academy's staff turn a blind eye, feigning ignorance to the reality unfolding behind closed doors. House pets who dare to voice their grievances or disrupt the status quo face severe repercussions, dictated not by their educators, but by the heirs of affluence who wield the real authority within these hallowed halls.
As you embark on your journey at Bloodline Academy, remember that the shimmering allure of its reputation conceals a far more sinister truth. The promise of greatness comes with a heavy price—one that may leave you questioning your place within its gilded confines. Enjoy your stay at BLA, if you can.
creds to crust <3
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One of my friends told me about this cute fluffy fic idea she had where it’s just Orel setting up Stephanie on “surprise blind dates” with every eligible bachelorette from Moralton. (Surprise because the women don’t know it’s even happening, Orel basically plans out a scenario to get them to interact with her and get to know her)
Occasional hijinks and weird ships bla bla bla I LOVED THE IDEA because the concept is cute and silly but she’s busy as hell with school. She gave me her blessing to put the idea out here though <3
SOMEONE PLEEASEE WRITE THIS IM ON MY KNEEESSS BEGGINGGG
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Bla bla you know the drill.
Wind Waker (+/- 35 hours)
Pros: It is Zelda and I have been curious about this game ever since I got into Zelda. It also is way shorter than its competition and has a clear cut ending. I also adore the toon Link look and it feels fitting to play now, now with Echoes of Wisdom coming soon.
Cons: I have a """copy""" of the GC/Wii version, which definitely misses some quality of life updates. Also, classical Zeldas aren't my favourite genre. It's also on the Wii, and my nostalgia had definitely blinded me for the Wii's shortcomings.
Sandrock (+/- 100 hours)
Pros: I have been wanting to play this game since its release. I loved the previous installment in the My Time series and the announcement of a new one got me excited all over again. The story of My Time at Portia took me on a wild ride, so I am excited to know more about this one. It's also on Switch, so portability galore!
Cons: It is long. Very long. Of course, farming sims (and similar) are known for being long since you can take your time, but the story of My Time at Portia was genuinely long and I won't be surprised if the same goes for Sandrock. Its length is commendable, but also daunting and the main reason I haven't started it yet, since it felt like I never had the time to sink a good 100+ hours in a game with a potential open ending.
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Bill having kids means nothing. Every time when I read about this I find it so funny. Only a swede will truly understand that means nothing. Don’t get me wrong. We love our kids to death buuut most of the people just makes them. That’s all. He reminds me of a friend who has 4 kids(btw he’s 35…) the last child he has is 3 years, he broke up with his wife guess when…3 years ago…i asked him with tf you made a child with her because clearly the relationship wasn’t working (he also complained a lot about it and when I found out she’s pregnant I was like wtf?) and he said cause he wanted to fuck and it happened. So this my friends, this situation here explains better than I could how usually people are born in this country. Look at love is blind Sweden, from 4 or 5 couples (from last year) 2 of them have children. In one year…half of them have children…and look at our sweet boy Bill, who carries on the tradition.
Btw I will be 🥀 anon from now on(i am the same person who welcomed you back) cause I have things to say and maybe I will drop a bomb from now and then who knows…because who knows better than me? Hahaha, jk, but still 👀….
Oh hiii again 🥀 noni!!
In this day and age I think most people under 45 think like that actually , if it was otherwise there wouldn't be the amount of single mothers that we have now.
Kids mean nothing and maybe swedes are more sincere about it unlike people across the ocean. Like yeah one can love their kids and be the best example for them but they are not a sign of how good a relationship is doing. People just need to fuck , not exactly make love to have them and that's it. So yeah the speech " but they have so many kids together " is not a strong argument to support or sell the idea of them being so deeply in love and blabla bla.
" I have things to say I'll drop a bomb from now and then "
Girl,
I'm seaTED
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the NO-SKIP albums: a tag game 🎶💖
rules: share the albums that you can listen to nonstop. those lightning in a bottle-albums that scratch ur brain just right. every single track, an absolute banger. u could not skip one if u tried. no notes. stunning, show-stopping, immaculate. ur no-skip albums.
🔎 bonus & optional (but imo, v fun) rules: 1) add a track rec for us to listen to! AND 2) share ur favorite line(s) from that track! 👀
This was so hard!! There are so so so many albums not included but I think 15 albums is enough to where I look crazy but not tooooo crazy (doubtful) and I wanted to make it somewhat varied genre-wise. A lot of these artists have like multiple no-skip albums as well so picking between them was extra difficult—on some I went with the underrated favourite of mine to mix it up. I don't know! It's kinda all over the place. Thank you so much to @ventiswampwater, @visceravalentines, @avrilsboy, & @actualfucking for tagging me!!! 🥹 I think there were a few others who tagged me but then removed my tag, probably because they saw I was tagged by others lol, so thank you to those ppl too!!<333
Tagging: @xoxo-gossipghoul (& anyone else! I think most people have done this at this point? But if you’re reading this and haven’t been tagged yet then this is me tagging you!!! lol) Album List & Track Rec:
🏴 Damaged — Black Flag (1981)
track rec: Police Story
↳ This fucking city / Is run by pigs / They take the rights away / From all the kids
🪑 Songs from The Big Chair — Tears for Fears (1985)
track rec: Mothers Talk
↳ It's not that you're not good enough / It's just that we can make you better / Given that you pay the price / We can keep you young and tender / Following the footsteps of a funeral pyre / You were paid not to listen now your house is on fire
💀 Collection I & II — Misfits (1986/1995)
track rec: Mommy, Can I Go Out and Kill Tonight?
↳ Rip the veins from human necks until they're wet with life / Razor-blades love teenage flesh, an epidermoty / I'll bring back a souvenir, for it's my mommy's dream
🍊 No Doubt — No Doubt (1992)
track rec: Trapped in a Box
↳ Ah trapped in a box my life becomes void / And all of the thought for myself's now destroyed / Controlling my mind, what to eat, what to buy / Subliminal rules: how to live, how to die / Trapped in a box
🌙 Dreaming of You — Selena (1995)
track rec: God’s Child (Baila Conmigo) (Ft. David Byrne)
↳ God makes us dream / But won't set us free / Hey, hey, hey, hey / God calls us dance to songs we can't hear / Hey, hey, hey, hey
🌊 Tidal — Fiona Apple (1996)
track rec: Sullen Girl
↳ And there's too much going on / But it's calm under the waves in the blue of my oblivion / Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
🦷 The Distillers — The Distillers (2000)
track rec: Red Carpet & Rebellion
↳ The palace dialed in the streets were burning / The red horizon came crashing through the morning / There was no contentment, only bloodshed / Red blood and social discontent / Bruised by puritan, oh, puritan exempt / It's like a peasant uprising
🦋 Greatest Hits — Mariah Carey (2001)
track rec: When You Believe (Mariah Carey & Whitney Houston)
↳ They don't always happen when you ask / And it's easy to give in to your fears / But when you're blinded by your pain / Can't see your way clear through the rain / A small but still, resilient voice / Says hope is very near
😈 Antics — Interpol (2004)
track rec: Not Even Jail
↳ I pretend like no one else to try control myself / I'm subtle like a lion's cage / Such a cautious display / Remember take hold of your time here / Give some meanings to the means / To your end / Not even jail
🌆 The City Sleeps in Flames — Scary Kids Scaring Kids (2005)
track rec: The World as We Know It
↳ A virus known as rage / Is brutal in destroying / And spreading all over the place / Bleeding culture / The dying nation / When the money controls the tide / We won't get another chance this time / We won't get a second chance this time
🎺 Back to Black — Amy Winehouse (2006)
track rec: Some Unholy War
↳ If my man was fightin' some unholy war / I would be behind him / Straight shook up beside him with strength / He didn't know, it's you I'm fightin' for / He can't lose with me in tow (With me in tow) / I refuse to let him go (To let him go) / At his side and drunk on pride / We wait for the blow
🎸 Favourite Worst Nightmare — Arctic Monkeys (2007)
track rec: Teddy Picker
↳ And it's the thousandth time that it's even bolder / Don't be surprised when you get bent over / They told you, but you were gaggin' for it
3️⃣ Three Vol. 1 — Joel Plaskett (2009)
track rec: Gone, Gone, Gone
↳ In the middle of a lonely night / Got caught in the hallway light / For a minute you were gettin' close / I suspect I've seen a ghost / In the middle of a highway dream / You got caught in the headlight beam / Down the road with your tired eyes / Good old boys with your old goodbyes
🫙 Ignore the Ignorant — The Cribs (2009)
track rec: Emasculate Me
↳ Spent all this time chasing happy / But happy is boring to me / So put walls around our misery / And gently emasculate me
🧱 Brutalism — IDLES (2018)
track rec: Exeter
↳ It seems like no-one cares / I think I'll take the stairs / 'Cause nothing ever / He punched himself in the face / To prove he wasn't gay / 'Cause nothing ever happens
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